Carcosa - Cough Syrup Coyote lyrics

[Verse 1] I got a king f**in' cobra, Rocky Balboa I throw a first round knockout punch and it's over I overdose more times than the world's been to war Four f**in' times back through them hospital doors I could have sworn I was born with a palette for charcoal How often that my a** would show up, throw up I lost control of, and so depression took ahold of Told myself the same lie so many times I think I'm finally ... Sold coke, went to jail for that Stole a coat, and went to jail for that It wasn't even cold, but in jail it's that Poppin' pills, p**y, before they took me, booked me, put me in gen pop 30 days I had to wait to see my mom and ... Pop their bubble now; their baby boy is a criminal They must've been so proud, their baby boy is an original gangsta An original, original gangsta An original, original gangsta [Interlude] I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry you had to pay for me You should just f**in' k** yourself Don't say that You don't even know who you are, or what you really stand for Yes, I do You are so talentless Even your own family hates you They don't Please pick up I just want to hear your voice I'm still your little boy I promise I'm still here [Bridge] Flushing's on the phone again, sounds like he's cryin' He probably took too many pills again, and thinks he's dying That's fine; it's about time that he learned his lesson Dressed in all black, pressin' pause on your f**in' lifeline Lifeline, lifeline, on your f**in' lifeline Lifeline, lifeline, on your f**in' lifeline I'm out for dead presidents f** money, it's irrelevant I smoke a cigarette, then smoke another f**in' cigarette [Verse 2] I'm out for dead f**in' presidents to represent me I'm out for dead presidents to represent me Oh my god, b**h It's motherf**in' Dr. Greenthumb Bangin' on that steel drum Drinkin' Listerine to keep my buzz before the beer ... Run and tell that, b**h Casper Squad Excuse myself to find myself, define myself b**h, I remind myself I'm always right beside myself Except I ain't accept what it is found inside myself Despite my nihilistic delusions, I keep it motherf**in' real I keep it real, motherf**er; I keep it real I keep it real, motherf**er; I keep it real [Bridge] So pa** the marijuana, and the Pepsi Blue (I keep it motherf**in' real) And pa** that gin and tonic sittin' next to you (f** you, f** you, f** you) Mile high, got my red wings, b**h is on the rag (I keep it motherf**in' real) Looks like I ate my f**in' lunch up out a body bag (f** you, f** you, f** you) [Outro] Casper Squad Behold your new f**in' role model Flushing Scotch