Captain, We're Sinking - The Neck Romancer lyrics

I've got the means to end this But I don't know if the ends are worth it Should I let it go? I feel the wind in my hair And I don't care anymore I just stepped out the window Of the fifty-first floor Maybe it's a little late But I think I'm having second thoughts I don't know but I think I've gotta end this I don't know where I went wrong My lungs are bleeding and I feel gone The cyanide pill kept under my tongue Helps to keep my mind on track Let's me focus Works it out for me But doesn't work out for you The ocean brought hell home So we empty our lungs of air Screaming commandeer this ship before We all drown Now the wind rips in There's blood in the rain This is the end! Like the girl with yellow hands I'll work until my fingers start to bleed Until the clothes on my back Become the comfort that I need I left a note in the form of a hole In the back of my head It says I love you all so much And that I'm sorry for this mess I walk these streets They all look the same Get off your chair high master You'll remember my name You'll remember my name You sit the f*ck down You're not fooling me You relinquish your crown You're not fooling me As blood covers the ground You're not fooling me I admire what I've done I don't know but I think I've gotta end this I don't know where I went wrong My lungs are bleeding and I feel gone The cyanide pill kept under my tongue Helps to keep my mind on track Let's me focus Works it out for me But doesn't work out for you The ocean brought hell home So we empty our lungs of air Screaming commandeer this ship before We all drown Now the wind rips in There's blood in the rain This is the end!