Canis Major - Twisted Remissions lyrics

(First verse) I send shivers up your spine, dispersing through your vertebrae And delivered to your mind, you interpret every word I say So listen to my rhymes, I ain't perfect but I persevere Tending to my bars like a person who be serving beer The final curtains here, it's time to take a bow And I just pray to God that he won't forsake me now It just frustrates me how I can't seem to articulate The thoughts within my head but they will come out if you'll wait Imma keep rapping no matter how much I get ostracized I ain't gonna quit until Kate Moss is Rick Ross's size No matter what they say, Imma keep on trying 'Til I become an all around star like the belt of Orion Always conscious rap, call me an insomniac Rappers say they ill, I see a bunch of hypochrondiacs I know I got some problems but I swear I'm going to solve them I'm gonna go hard in the game 'till I get blue balls then (Instrumental chorus) (Second verse) These are the twisted remissions of a sinner Who came through it all from the rubble and dust And now I've proved I'm sufficiently a winner And learned people aren't always so subtle to trust I've lived a life full of the strangest days And decided that I wanted to change my ways So I set back out with a new state of mind With the hope it wouldn't be too late to find I'm finna go far but I need to change direction On reflection, I look at life with new found perception Because I really feel I'm walking the wrong path Bites on my Achille's heel from snakes in the long gra** Who quest for the fame, and so I guess they're to blame 'Cause the only thing you should want is to be the best in the game But I confess I'm the same, I daydream about the bright lights But know that they'd mean almost nothing in hindsight (Instrumental chorus)