Canis Major - Therapy (Session 1) lyrics

(Verse 1) I know the pain of waking feeling hollow You question how low you can fall though When you fall into the bottle Follow the taste until you crash in waves of sorrow Do I really need to remind you that we live on time that's borrowed Yeah It's like a morphine drip you swallow To numb the daily pains you can't let go; they're “so” colossal You pace the floors ‘til the bottle won't give anymore And crack those knuckles with fist fights against the walls & doors You're f**ing closing doors, shutting out the whole world Building up barriers to bury yourself beneath the void And when you f**ing pour that much contempt in your core A new clear vision of split atoms that's radioactive Self-destructive, disillusioned, destitute, damned, and diluted Defeatist mentality can find confinement and confusion I'm alluding the illusions leave you battered with contusions You must confess to yourself, you'll be the source of your own ruin (Verse 2) We need to pull you from all this nonsense This situation that you wrought is so motherf**ing toxic Abandoned by all those who fear they can't change you You're all alone stuck in this web that you've tangled And it smothers you Guilt hovers over you You fear what you might do, things I won't let you do I can fell that you're close to a much needed breakthrough So take a seat there, I've got some things I'm gonna ask you I'm gonna ask if you want to live Do ya? I'm gonna ask if you want to change Do ya? I'm gonna ask if you got the strength Do ya? And I'm gonna keep on spitting questions 'til I seem to break through The think mantel protecting your mind Down to the core drilling to find Sinister chemicals all out of balance Correcting that sh** and then freeing your mind Mending your wings, you can finally fly And yes I know that I'm not Jesus the Christ But if you don't think I'll try hard to save you Then homie, I promise you better think twice