Canis Major - Cannot See lyrics

[Hook] Cannot see Doesn't mean, I don't Believe Tell you "I can feel it." X2 [Verse 1: Unseen] There ain't no meaning behind those words Tryna get rich, but I can't find work Tryna give love, but I can't find her Tryna show pain, but I can't find hurt Inside of my heart, but it still wants to burst, all over this page, all behind this verse At the tip of this pen, is where I burn At the tip of this barrel, is where you learn I don't wanna talk about that real thug hard sh**... Cause I ain't never been through those real thug hardships But even if I had, with a dad like garbage I still be spitting facts, Baghdad like its carnage I just wanna get it through, that I dont need to finish school, to be the one who's meant for you To get that message "We approve." Everybody's starting, but I just wanna end with you [Hook] [Verse 2: Unseen] Yeah, I know its tough, going through this world, but I've had enough She call my bluff, looking at my girl, but she had it rough Growing up, tried to make her happy but I f** it up Every time I roll it up, tryna stay committed Even if I slow it up, still I stay addicted When I say I'm quitting, in my head I say I'm kidding Always tryna grow up, but I don't wanna risk it Put my mind to kicking it, but it won't make a difference Everybody judging me, for my f**ing wild side But I ain't got a wild side, just a side I don't hide Even if I did try, try to get my life right I'll be here the next night, next time with a new fight I've been in here since the beginning, wishing to get it But everybody be pissing so I just gotta forget it Benefited since the minute that I started spitting But they didn't wanna hear it, so f** it I ain't gonna listen [Hook]