Canis Major - Back Home lyrics

[Verse 1: Lloyd Maz] Night falls, but I'm awake and dreaming of a future Where we can learn to love each other as an equal people With my own insecurities, I've learned to hide And found the deepest place within where my demons reside I don't know about them, but I'm not scared to die I know my heart and why my eyes have shed the tears I've cried It's hard to see the world so clear... while the rest seem blind But I overcome the fears and fight the struggles in my mind Don't judge another for anything but what's left Inside Cause when you're broken, your true character is sure to rise So you can't tell me who I am, or what I'm meant to be Or know the things I had to see and feel to finally find... me I was searching to find peace I was bleeding to live free I was dying inside weak I was screaming inside hoping you would break the wall and look at me So you thought you knew me better? Like it was before? Well before I could touch the sky I had to fall and hit the floor I'm only human, what do you expect of me? All I can do for you is be the best that I can be So if I give you all I have inside, my heart to keep Am I wrong to expect your best to come to me? And comfort me, when I need a hand to guide When I need the will to try and use my mind to push the line aside Then we can learn to fly... Can we just press play, and find the strength to pave a way For those that fell apart before their time has come to lay It's time to play, so roll the dice and seize the day You'll never know what life can be, unless you stray away I know it's scary, but we knew this day would come along Another moment left in time, where I could write a song Another part of growing up we couldn't sing along Just stay strong... just stay strong Please for me, I swear one day you'll come to be I swear it, I swear in time I'll learn to breathe I'll climb the mountain, and brush the dirt off of my knees I'll look the keeper in the eyes and I'll swallow it's seed Then hold the power of a million discovered in three When the moment's right, you'll learn to see That place in time I was given to burn beside that tree You'll never know how much that time in life has meant to me So listen to my words then you can hear it in my tone Until I find the light that rests upon the amber throne Find me through your speakers, you'll never have to be alone Once I find myself, I promise you... I'll come back home