In this holy emptiness I am yearning Searching for my bitterness Got me learning I can't beat you to feel the same Don't have the knowledge Enter a state of guilt and shame Kind of bondage When you came through that door This was burning When you came through that door This was burning I feel and I feel And I fear I fear that you will leave me Is that forbidden feelings I cry when you despise me Is that a forbidden feelings It hurts when you disgrace me Is that forbidden feelings Or am i just selfish Loosing every grip i've got You will leave me I tried to show you another spot So you'd believe me Open eyes for what you like Me they're closed for I'm sorry for this view I guess it's nothing to go for When you walk through that door This will bleed When you walk through that door This will bleed I feel and I feel And I fear I fear that you will leave me Is that forbidden feelings I cry when you despise me Is that forbidden feelings It hurts when you disgrace me Is that forbidden feelings Or am i just selfish I hate when you ignore me Is that forbidden feelings I cry when you despise me Is that forbidden feelings I fear that you will leave me Is that forbidden feelings Or am i just selfish It hurts, it hurts, it hurts Am i just selfish