Cancer Son - Sonnet | 4 a girl lyrics

Almost at the dark of the treeline I stopped So much history I had to eat I would starve Mathematics I failed unremembered could not Could have googled but I who [you] saw stars So full of sh** I'm evil, staying offline In dark times Shepherdstown becoming ghosts Sent a bottle from heaven [hell] a bird [of wine] Checking on you who [?] I care about most I had so much history to eat I would starve Who saw stars could have googled you but I Am destroyed I I am struck down hard When I unravel I'm not a boy [just] terrified I know it's not enough that [is] I wrote you But I didn't know then everything is different now