Camping in Alaska - Why can't i be snowing lyrics

I listened to Pump fake 3000 times And thought about my friends for generations Sitting home alone After a f**ing sh**ty show Where no one showed up like they said they would And now we're grown ups f**ing grown ups Where the bummed out swan song are wasted on closed ears And now we're grown ups f**ing grown ups Where the bummed out swan songs are wasted on dead fears 2,3,4 f** this f** everything No one even cares Oh how I wish that they would care I hope that I die So some people might Listen to the songs I write or wrote I hope that I die (x 2) The best lines I ever wrote I'm not Worthy to Pronounce your Syllables Syllables Syllables Now we're awaken staring at the ceiling I know it's hard When you're young and feel as if the world is closing in around you Now we're awaken different buildings and on different sides of town You know I think about you but more than you think about me About me About me Why can't i be snowing Why can't you f**ing love me Why can't i be snowing Why won't you f**ing love me Cause I love you But I guess I'm a sh**ty person I love you, yes I love you But you don't wanna know No, you don't wanna know