Camper Van Beethoven - Storms lyrics

Every night that goes between I feel a little less As you slowly go away from me This is only another test Every night you do not come Your softness fades away Did I ever really care that much? Is there anything left to say? [Chorus:] Every hour of fear I spend My body tries to cry Living through each empty night A deadly calm inside I haven't felt this way I feel Since many a years ago But in those years and the lifetime's past I did not deal with the road And I did not deal with you, I know Though the love has always been So I search to find an answer there So I can truly win [Chorus] So I try to say goodbye, my friend I'd like to leave you with something warm But never have I been a blue calm sea I have always been a storm I have always been a storm I have always been a storm I have always been a storm