[Verse 1] Almost a year ago you pa**ed away It's getting harder to live each and every day But when I think about all the good times we had It doesn't make feel like everything's sad I know if you were here you would be proud And if I were to call you out of the big crowd You would smile and fall in love like the first time When we first started going out It took me this long to come clean But then you left my life had no meaning So when I took your ashes down to our heaven where we Fell in love and had our best memory With the help of my friends I am getting over it But the thought of you is making me sick So every night when I wake up at three All I can think about is these stone cold memories [Hook] Hey! I remember you from so long ago X4 [Verse 2] This last one's for all the models on instagram Wiping the mirrors just to try and please man Who spend every night trying to be meaningful But who do sh** you don't know the meaning of Do yourself a solid and stay just the way you are And maybe someday you could go far But I never got the chance to say goodbye So now what's left are these pictures on my phone I Don't really even care whatcha wanna do Because I don't live my life to try and please you So here I am starting at the bottom of the food chain To going way insane in the membrane When it's all said and done I'll be over it But like the Weeknd, you wanna be high for this So this whole album goes out to you girl Because when you left you rocked my whole world [Hook] [Outro] "You wanna run that by me again?"