Cam Meekins - 1993 lyrics

I remember back when we had nothing to do We walk around all night thinking this is like the truth We had no car and no destination Wondering if we would ever make it to the nation The nation of life and social delegation Make it a gold and see all the kids playin Rhyming in my had Thinking I'll be dead if I came out And said that ima be the next kid I wonder if the system realy sets you up to be who you are All I know its all far and it [???] and it scarred And I [???] my part , I've made my mark But so far, I don't know if I'm so far, so far away From the things that I'm against got me thinking I'm a sinner and I'm trying to [???] But I can't realy present my past And Think about it [???] Cuz the dens been made There No sens, no sens and change No driving in the ring But im going pretty fast in this highway lame And im trying to escape Because my mind's thinking higher [???] And im amazed when I look back on those days When reality strikes You think about it hard And you think about your life And what you've done for this heart and this soul and this love And you ask from up above Man, damn can I please get a shot at love? Am I asking to much? Is my soul gonna be crushed? And I'll be damned if my plan gets messed up [???] So I'll be perfecting my trust Im protecting my [???] Because im Cam never can get a [???] So I must Keep sweeping the dust Keep feeding these kids Cuz with my music [???] a change for me To finally succeed I'm a [???] indeed We all our kids So if your teacher says u failed Tell her about her [???] Damn