{Verse 1} I'm beginning to slide slowly back into habits I thought had died I’m totally out of control Yeah, and I don't know how to keep a level mind all of the time Keep my feet on the ground without sinking low, oh Always think it's the end but it ain’t yet Rain check 'til the next, so helpless and out of control Yeah, this feels like a bad vacation and I keep trying to make the best out of it, oh {Chorus} Yeah, let this be the last time for a long time Yeah, let me wash away Let this be the last time 'Cause what happens next time to me? {Verse 2} As hard as I try, I'm looking over my shoulder chasing after my tail Who's the owner now, oh It seems a lot keeps changing but I can't tell if I'm moving forward Forgotten who I am, I think I've lost all hope This all seems like a nice distraction But I know when I past it all I’m just the laughing stock I need a new destination ’cause I really don't think I’m ready to go back just yet {Chorus} Yeah, let this be the last time for a long time Yeah, let me wash away Let this be the last time 'Cause what happens next time to me? {Chorus} Yeah, let this be the last time for a long time Yeah, let me wash away Let this be the last time 'Cause what happens next time to me?