Calvin Crabtree - Society lyrics

Stuck in a world where I've grown emotionless, Just so cold. Scared to show feelings don't want to give leeway, Scared to love cause of the he say she say. I just expect it.... To lose it all in the end. Past haunted of good memory's. Is this why they changed? Cause they envy me... A lifetime of hate towards me. Will karma come in my afterlife? Paradise, I can just imagine. thinking that's why my enemies haven't took me out. I'm just stuck in misery many thoughts in my head got me going nuts. scared to speak my true feeling and be labeled crazy. Must be what they want. Don't want to see me on top. Throwing dirt on my name. But Calvin Cant be stopped. I just cant believe they put there dope down for a few, to talk sh**! Its amazing. They just hating cause they whole crew cant accomplish what I one mans done, But now I got a team. Prepare for the take over. 97% OF these f**s use my name for fame. If it wasn't for that They wouldn't be in the game. Anit got no shame. Looking like a bum, on the corner, begging for change. Get your own creditability, I got goals! I remember all the fakes, the phony all up in my sh**. My life! you don't know me. You just talk to people I barely a**ociate with. Late nights I light a spliff trying to calm my nerves (all the drama in the world must be why I'm couscous to get close to another), {I conceder myself a lover but everyday I'm at war, a soldier in gods eyes}. It Takes one man to change history, I pray please let me reach the nation, 2012 is coming around soon, heed the word and change, cause we headed for doom. Dreams haunted of a world of chaos and terror, Waking up alone so what its there to be scared of? No love. No friends. so, theirs no way to get hurt. the only promise in life is to be laying in the dirt. People calming I'm shady. I am. But in a different definition. Just sit back relax and calm your nerves. No stress No drama I try to keep it that way. giving nothing but love, and still I got a whole army hating on me. but f** yall. punk b**hes. MAD I MADE IT.