CallMeKarizma - .45 lyrics

[Verse 1: CallMeKarizma] What is the use? I'm nothing to you I was but you left. Right? I'm f**ing confused Sat on the edge of the cliff I call it my bed My feet hit the floor and I'm probably dead The monsters will get me and swallow my legs But mama told me that it's all in my head Hate? Try to debate Violence is k**ing the people their trying to save To God and to satan: I'm sorry to say, you both got me wondering why there is pain Breathe... inhale/exhale Am I in hell? I can't tell from these sent texts and emails Got no friends, pets, or females Just these 12 steps on the counter Mama drowning out with no water She had a bottle since I had one And I'm gone x2 About time this sh** is done [Chorus: CallMeKarizma] I can't be what you needed x3 I hope you forgive me for this Give me a loaded .45 / goodbye [Verse 2: CallMeKarizma] Went on a tour with my idols Made 'em my bros and I'm not gonna lie though I made it back home and I'm more than alone And the source is unknown that I am suicidal I don't care, care, care x2 I've been bleaching my hair 'cus some feeling was there I had to wash it out I don't have no one so I grab a gun and I co*k it now My parents told me that I'm bad I should watch my mouth So I put that b**h to my teeth I'll see what these people are talking 'bout It's 6 in the morn' I'm pissed that I'm torn Between mission aborting or clipping the cord I'm just sick of the... "Morgan. You isn't important. You're brother is better" Let's get to the chorus Maybe I should. Maybe I'm bad. Maybe I'm good [Chorus]