[Verse 1: caleb garcia] I cannot grasp the mentality I can't find my mind its somewhere lost inside this galaxy Its bad to lose yourself inside this place where there's no gravity Hand crafted depictions of a man who felt agony Feeling all this pain for all his people that he lost People tell the history but history is glossed Tryna get to victory don't matter bout the cost But any chance they might of had at victory is tossed Been thinking bout what I should say cause I am intellectual Been building these rhymes cause the art of rap is architectural When it comes to rapping I don't qualify as lyrical But when it comes to finding rhymes this job gets very difficult Finding rhymes is a difficult job Tryna put behind a meaning and give you what you want(yeah) Finding rhymes is a difficult job Tryna put behind a meaning and give you what you want I'm just tryna give what they want But all they wanna hear is how the paper can talk And rap about the clothing and the things that I got If I don't they criticize it hurts a whole lot Lookin in the mirror and there's no reflection I been thinking bout these things and I ask the question If I took all of my dreams layed em down and left it Still in my mind but they all neglected Hoping one day that the spark will be resurrected Gotta do all of these things or maybe I'm just selfish I'm afraid that if I fall I will remain just helpless A generation where nobody wants to help us The generation last was the ones that raised us So count on the ones next to be the one that save us Creative minds is the ones that made us They scared of change but they the ones that changed us Destroying all these beats I'm like an animal I'm doing what I can to eat these rappers just like cannibals I don't feed you problems about me cause you won't listen But I won't feed you problems about him cause he ain't different I'm putting in my effort cause I really want to make it Lando feeling good because he feel like he just made it When I get to rapping man I feel like I'm the greatest Man I hit you with the old beats now I hit you with the latest Yeah you know I gotta do it Man I gotta get to rapping because that's the big influence Yeah I know I got a talent so I know I gotta use it And I feel as if I don't then imma feel like imma loose it I know I got a privilege so I know I can't abuse it Man I'm running outta time I see my choices gotta choose it(yeah) See my choices gotta choose it