[Intro] Vader Ayo Shoki, let's go crazy [Verse 1] Please, excuse me if I'm strange, I'm still adaptin' to this life Lost my cousin a month ago, he tryna get high to clear his mind All this roddy sh*t get old, lil' b*tch, I've been earnin' my stripes They say, "Calboy pussy", probably lose your life believin' the hype Got that call about the [?], I'm like, "Oh, damn, my ni**a dead" (Oh, damn, my ni**a dead) Got that .40 on my brodie Chubbs, I said that sh*t again (I said that sh*t again) Told me that he took a couple slugs then I start seein' red (Oh, oh) Know that ni**a that served that sh*t to Jimmy, I just ain't seen his ass [Chorus] Where am I headed on this road? I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros Until thеn I cherish them days and hold 'em closе Am I runnin' out of time? They say, "Heaven only knows" Only if Heaven had a phone [Verse 2] Only if I could stop by Uncle Weston'll probably tell me, "You better not cry" Momma talk with Gwendolynn, she'll probably tell me, "Smile Baby boy, I got your back, you know I'm watchin' down" Probably hit up Potato to tell 'em how I walked 'em down (Haha, yeah, you know what I'm talking 'bout, oh, oh) sh*t, brodie up there with you, y'all probably talkin' now I got so much to talk about Give a call to Vaughn/Von, he probably talkin' loud Tellin' me not to close my feelings, hit 'em up and talk it out He'll proably tell me keep my heater, it's summer all year 'round If they play with you, you better spark it out (Hey) Only if I can text right here and get a text back (Hey) Tell me she love me, she meant it if she said that, uh Only if Heaven had a phone (Oh, oh) Only if Heaven had a phone (Only if Heaven had a phone) I wish Terrell could come down and teach me 'bout the books I wish auntie Sherry could call and give me tips on how to cook I wish Chubbs could call and tell me how fu*kin' fresh I really look Talk about them days and all them risks we really took [Chorus] Where am I headed on this road? I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros (Ayy) Until then I cherish them days and hold 'em close Am I runnin' out of time, they say, "Heaven only knows" Only if Heaven had a phone [Outro] Where am I headed on this road? I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros (Ayy) Until then I cherish them days and hold 'em close Am I runnin' out of time? They say, "Heaven only knows" Only if Heaven had a phone All I need is one time, yeah Oh, oh, I know one day that we'll all smile, yeah, ayy, ayy, oh Heaven Only if Heaven Only if Heaven had a phone