Cal - Myself lyrics

I have told All of my enemies Very politely To go home. I have seen All of your remedies Now won't you let me please go home. I can't find anything to be sad about. They say I'm doomed but I feel fine. I have tried So very hard as hell To stay away from hell And live upstairs. When I see All of your remedies I try quite desperately to go home. I can't find anything to be sad about. They say I'm doomed but I feel fine. But if I'm sitting here lonely, With no one to hold me, At least I'll have my health. I'm tryin to control myself. I have told All of my enemies Very politely To go home. I have seen All of your remedies now won't you let me please go home. I've been acting irresponsibly Oh what could possibly go wrong. I have choked on all your remedies Now won't you let me please go home. But if I'm sitting here lonely, With no one to hold me, At least I'll have my health I'm trying to control myself. I'm trying to control myself.