Cage - Hell's Winter (instrumental) lyrics

[Cage] There's something in the way not for Dr. Zoomer Hocked a tumor in a loogie and left it in Montezuma Swam back to the US after Russian roulettes No deal on the table give me a label to suplex Came to fill 'em with pain, take a print of my brain Flash it on the screen you won't leave the Cinema sane Had a followin' fondlin' and wouldn't let go 'Til I spiked the EC football into the Def Jux end zone And when it hit the gra** it covered the crowd with mud Mom slipped my bare a** out, I covered the ground with blood Then she wiped it on my face like warpaint Then slapped me, I ain't cry, I'm gonna die with a hardcore brain Cracked the doors frame when I opened the world around it Exhaled the hinges in the air with them ounces My frontal lobe bounces off the wall then it rots from The picture that it painted like suicide with a shotgun [Chorus] I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces Keep cuttin' my hands When I put it back together, it's feces In a permanent Hell I find tranquility teaches Me how to design perfect masks around you creatures We're goin' too far, nobody could reach us I'm startin' to drown and I'm covered with leaches Until my last breath they'll be screamin' from the bleachers Then I'll be dead like all my teachers [Cage] Despite all my rage, I'm a rat in a cage disguised Communicates her love injecting bleach in my eyes The dubiously demented dented the dependant cradle Slipped through her grasp onto broken gla**, highly unstable I left that label unable to keep my masters No whip, broke as sh**, chick left me a week after Overdosage of mushrooms, no ugly obstacle Did the Handsomeboy record same day I fled the hospital In the club I don't dance, I stand with a gla** of Vodka And come to terms, I'm just like my ba*tard Father Left my Mother with a kid, it flipped her lid When I started to look like him, she threw me out the crib And I was only two, my Grandmother was a Hitler Youth Just dropped Agent Orange and ain't got no dough to fix this tooth I'm thinkin' out loud "I hate life" like that matters Lettin' sh** out it happened to fit into rap pattern [Chorus] [Cage] I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces But each motherf**er that f**ed my Mother over would lead me to be this Drug addicted menace, ain't sh** to do in the place No longer flinchin' from step dad's punches to the face My bond to the drug, calm to the tub Filled to the top with warm water to sink in two arms full of blood Not even thirteen, lookin' to exit, left a mess Could care less about life, just keep my Pumas fresh Until the worms eat my flesh I guess they better burn me These are the thoughts of a child I'd keep to thirty I lacked patience 'til I was packed with patients In the mental facility force fed all the wrong medication Prozac guinea pig, I don't feel bi-polar But got a folder that claims I am in a stack that reaches my shoulder Music, my only savior in every instance Makes each one of you a profit to my existence [Chorus]