Ca**per Nyovest - I Wasn't Ready For You lyrics

[Verse 1: Ca**per Nyovest] It's been a year since we broke up And half of it I wasn't sober Emotions bottled like a soda But I'm doing well so far They say I got the city on my shoulders But honestly I'm losing focus 'cause I used to know love But now I'm used to no love It's just meaning less s** Like how we was the hold up I remember the first time that we f**ed with no glove I mean that sh** was so risky we didn't act like grown ups But even though it was risky I still think we showed trust We were one with each other then, when we spoke we spoke us But I became a loner, started neglecting your love Too many celebrity b**hes were hanging on my scrotum And that sh** went to my head I should have kissed you instead I started giving the side b**hes your side of the bed That was sh** so disrespectful and I didn’t have an excuse I look myself in the mirror like dawg what happened to you? You told this woman you loved her and promised her joy She just needed a man You behaved like a boy Manipulated her mind Baby I got you confused It’s high time I admit I wasn’t ready for you [Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] I wasn’t ready for you Eish, I wasn’t ready for you I wasn’t ready for you It was me Baby girl I wasn’t ready for you [Verse 2: Ca**per Nyovest] Yeah, I always hear about you They tell me you doing well They say you bought a new house They say you got a new man I hope that he's a good man I hope he's not nothing like me I hope he won't have to suffer for my incompetence I hope that you learn to trust him despite the things that I did I know you saw through the lame excuses and all the lying They taught me never to chase women but rather finance Although there's truth in that statement, man I was misguided To think that women of no value only valued money And only valued diamonds But women are the diamonds (x5) We know we can't get a ride with bad bands while we choose To glorify all the bullsh** that we put women through Manipulated your mind, baby I got you confused It’s high time I admit, I wasn’t ready for you [Hook: Ca**per Nyovest] I wasn’t ready for you Damn, I wasn’t ready for you Eish, I wasn’t ready for you I wasn’t ready for you (x2) I wasn’t ready It was me, baby girl I wasn’t ready for you [Verse 3: Tshego] Bet she feels like how I knows you I just wasn't ready for you All this fame sh** is for sh** If I can't have you in my fortress We both turn pictures like a windmill It's all said and done, yeah the milk spilled I admit it, I admit you be here still And I can't be honey had I been real Look at what you did now I'm so proud of how you lived now Got a man and copped a crib now Probably planning for a kid now You deserve it Always deserved it I was still learning You were just perfect I liked her segment I never earned it Girl was it worth it, worth it? I'm in the zone now Part of my zone now Still second I'm through now I can't blame it on youth I tell you the truth [Outro: Tshego] I wasn’t ready for you, yeah You I wasn’t ready for you, yeah I wasn’t ready for you