C5 - Way I Feel lyrics

[Pre-Verse] Yeah I lost a lot of homies they ain't even dead They turn they back to you when you need a hand Only money and the fam I don't need a friend Cause when it's beneficial then they wanna be your friend And they'll use it against you if you let them see your hand My mama taught me how to be a man [Verse] Probably her tatted on me Loyalty's a habit for me I could hear you clear but dawg Gotta show your actions for me Married to the game holy matrimony I rather be lonely than have friends that Don't know how to be happy for me Cause I can see the spite Every time I reach a height Ain't where they wanna be in life So they be mad at me When I tried to help You told me you ain't need advice Some just gotta go through the dark So they can see the light And they don't actually live what they talk So don't believe the hype, I never do I could never lose, I either win or I learn They got some nerve Trying to walk across the bridges they burn Then wonder why they be miserable Then they take it out on me like "What have I ever did to you?" Why you throwing subliminals dawg I start to evolve And you tell me I changed You feeling distraught Cause you still in your ways In spite of it all I'ma keep you in my prayers yeah [Pre-Verse 2] Yeah, I'm sorry but I gotta love you from a distance From a distance, yeah I forgive you but I won't ever forget this I couldn't see it, now I'm coming to my senses I'm getting tired of these one-sided friendships You go a mile for em they won't even go a couple inches Now I gotta keep it strictly business [Verse 2] If it don't make me better then it's bad for me They hate me but they still be keeping tabs on me And now I gotta keep it strictly business with you So what we talking bout if you ain't got no bag for me, run it Trying to act like you 100, when you really 65 You be switching sides, better back back from me youngin' Way back get way back, like Curtis Jackson in a wave cap Working late nights you been laying back Now I'm taking flight and n***as hate that [Bridge] I know you feel a certain way about me You be throwing all that shade You always got something to say about me But you never say it to my face Thought you'd be happy that I made it homie Man why you hating on the trill I mean I mean the way that you be hating on me Dawg you'd think it paid ya bills That's just the way I feel [Outro] Yeah that's just the way I feel If you don't feel that than you ain't as real All I ever wanna do is make a mil And put my mama on the hill yeah For real yeah