I've matured, I grew my hair out I learned love and a broken heart The fights with my mother have gotten intense I've gotten more guy friends for no reason I want to take care of my own things by myself (I love you, I'm serious) I want to choose my future as soon as possible I don't even let my boyfriends tell me what to do (But I don't want to decide our future) I don't want to regret it later I'm dishonest and twisted My heart is lonely, I asked myself (A woman would rather be saved) I'm an adult (I want to believe that I've matured) I can love (Someday I know I'll think that) All I want (The current me is childish) A way of loving (I think that day) That I'm not used to (Will come) Just smile, just smile, just smile (By a kiss at this moment than a dream) And all I can do is to laugh I know all about myself (Saying what is love) About the future, about all of my past I only have one life (Is easier than loving someone) I don't want to blame it on someone else A fake smile, my twisted self I am worried I asked myself Having tea alone in a cafe After midnight I don't want to see anyone I have days like that I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you The truth is, I'm lonely I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you A fake smile, my twisted self I am worried I asked myself (A woman would rather be saved) I'm an adult (I want to believe that I've matured) I can love (Someday I know I'll think that) All I want (The current me is childish) A way of loving (I think that day) That I'm not used to (Will come) Just smile, just smile, just smile (By a kiss at this moment than a dream) And all I can do is to laugh