C-Bo - Dedication lyrics

With my eyes open I tried to focus I see my mother Squeezing my hand teary eyed behind her I see my brothers And I wonder, how quick the game would take me under I felt the bullets hit me in the back and it felt like thunder Man, I'm thinkin is it too late for me to change? I knew this world is full of snakes dog but thats a part of the game A young thug that always scream I ain't afraid of rain I would just fight it out with Lord when I had no one to blame From all the dirt I did Snatchin purses to pay the rent I knew it would all catch up to me Man I hope I'm heaven sent I used to be the main one screamin n***a I'm prepared to die And when it came down to me layin on the d**h bin I was scared to die No evidence of a k**a when I found a bird in my dresser And if I don't die here I'll die tracin your hot desert I can't win for losin to meet a whole gang of snakes Never thought about k**in myself But I refuse to die at the stake n***a, have you ever been sittin in your car n***a, rollin up a blunt? When a n***a comes up to your window and gives you a whole clip? Nah you ain't ever had that, you ain't ever experienced that Have you ever been walkin through the park With your kids and your family, and a n***a comes out the bushes and Gives you and your family a whole clip? No you ain't ever had that I remember when I had it made 13 with a whole verb Used to catch me comin down the street clownin in my convertible Ford ?? I used to be all on the curb Tryin to holla at me a shorty With my right hand do dub And me sippin up on a 40 Me and my n***a used to have it made We used to even f** the same b**hes We used to spend weeks and even months on the corner tryin to maintain Our riches Remember we used to cut and go to other schools And I slayed them n***as with lyrics Had the whole school late for cla** Cuz they all wanted to stay to hear it I want to thank you my nig Cuz everytime I'm at war You was always on my side Remember that time you almost died n***a And I saved your life Yeah my dog that ain't sh** n***a i'd do that a 1000 times Remember back when we was kids And I had like 1000 rhymes I ain't forgot we unloaded the desert eagles n***a to save my brothers The other n***as started the war Then they snitched When they asked who I smothered To my n***as sittin in a cell Doin 34 with an L They can't seperate us by jail We all stuck in the same hell I love you dawg I'm in my room Tryin to make ends meet Got on the phone Have my whole crew Meet me at the end of my street I ain't wit havin no weed to smoke No drink, and bein broke n***a we got to hit the bank loc And thats real ain't no joke Take me over to the projects So I can steal me a regal Then we gonna run over to big Pooks house So I can pick up those Desert Eagles Y'all fools ready for this It's on and crackin at noon We gonna get in and get out quick With all the money we can consume We hit em right We hit em hard And I got addicted This sh** is like a monkey on my back And I can't kick it So I'm robbin banks left and right Everything is goin good Till I hooked up with this one n***a From the other side of the hood He was a hothead He'd come in the banks shootin guards and sh** When we got out the bank and split the money Them other n***as he would rob and sh** When the feds came sniffin around Thats when I knew he was a b**h When the feds hit my house and put me on the ground Thats when I knew he was a snitch