BYOU$ (Producer) - LolIWannak**Myself lyrics

[Hook (Adaliah)]: MY MISTAKES MY fu*kING MISTAKES MY MISTAKES MY fu*kING MISTAKES [Verse]: I wanted to leave this world since the age of nine Seventeen years old, and my life is pa**ing me by Everyone has dates and everyone has friends Except for me, I can no longer pretend Fake smiles aren't curing the pain inside sh** still cuts deep even with healing time I've always been alone and I've always been a mess Might as well tattoo "suicide" on my chest Flaggin' on my friends so I can stay inside But what I do all day is let my brain process lies I'm running from life with no direction or time Just get me out of here and I'll be fine I feel like a room without doors or windows Trapped inside myself without an entrance The only music I make is inside my head The only beats I make is on the wall behind my bed [Hook]: MY MISTAKES MY fu*kING MISTAKES [Verse]: Now It's like I gotta stay high all the time To escape the pressure and to pause on life Sometimes I wish I could just rewind So I could end up doing her alright I'm steady reppin' those self-inflicted wounds Scars on my heart and on my skin too All it took was a simple "I love you" Now my heart don't beat to the sound of the tune I see all my flaws all day, every day, I'm shamed I'm a body without a soul and a kid without a name There's a lot I don't have including composure All I'll ever be is an American pushover Sometimes I wish my life was like NBK A Natural Born k**er on the streets every day Except the only thing I'm k**ing is myself Suicidal breakdown 'cuz I'm feelin' myself