Buzzcocks - I Don't Mind (demo) lyrics

Reality's a dream A game in which I seem To never find out just what I am I don't know if I'm an actor or ham A shaman or sham But if you don't mind I don't mind I'm lost without a clue So how can I undo The tangle of these webs I keep weaving I don't know if I should be believing Deceptive perceiving But if you don't mind I don't mind I used to bet that you didn't care But gambling never got me anywhere Each time I used to feel so sure Something about you made me doubt you more How can you convince me When everything I see Just makes me feel you're putting me down And if it's true this pathetic clown'll Keep hanging around That's if you don't mind I don't mind I used to bet that you didn't care But gambling never got me anywhere Each time I used to be so sure Something about you made me doubt you more I even think you hate me when you call me on the phone And sometimes when we go out that I wish I'd stayed at home And when I'm dreaming or just lying in my bed I think you've got it in for me Is it all in my head is it in my head How can you convince me When everything I see Just makes me feel you're putting me down And if it's true this pathetic clown'll Keep hanging around That's if you don't mind I don't mind I don't mind