Buttatones - Message lyrics

[Tones] I never used to give a f** before, but I don't think I give a f** no more, I don't know how I gave a f** at all Lay my soul over beats, so close I almost reached It goes unnoticed even though it's spoken so deep It goes unheard like the words I tell myself Every verse calm my nerves but my health need help Cuz I'm starring at the wall seeing other dimensions And I always have my own answers asking these questions Like what the f** are you doing with your life He stares back and just continues to write And I can't even hear me, I don't know what he meant to say All I know I've been telling myself tomorrow to yesterday I get away through the page, my only escape Holding a pen zoning, every moment I waste Tryna tell the story to the person standing next to me But all I see is my reflection and the haze of energy Manifest destiny, writing you this message No matter how I send it, it's like you never get it [Cliff Clavin] I'm in my four cornered room, trees burning I'm blazed out Thinking reminiscing for a minute then fade out I'm contemplating, conversating in silence And this music is the only thing that's giving me solace My inner voice just be falling on deaf ears Been telling myself the same sh** for mad years Sometimes my words blow away in the wind And I'm tryna find direction then the questions begin Why you here, what's the reason for you breathing Is this sh** even real, am I awake or am I dreaming I try to make sense and take it all in They say the greater the doubt, the greater the awakening Try to the story to the man next to me But all I see is my reflection and the haze of energy Manifest destiny, writing you this message No matter how I send it, it's like you never get it