Buster Odeholm - Endless Gray lyrics

[Verse 1] There's something I'm tired of just screaming in my head So I'm finally saying it out loud instead HELP I'd say it out loud but I think if I did This would be real, so instead I'll pretend [Refrain] I'll pretend that I'm sleeping at night I'll pretend that everything feels alright I'll pretend that I'm sleeping at night I'll pretend that everything feels alright [Verse 2] Don't want to arouse suspicion Don't wanna have a god damn condition So I'll keep my composition It's my decision I can't take it anymore And I'll admit it, this isn't temporary I've bled myself dry, just getting by I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I [Refrain] I need help I can't do this on my own I need help I don't want to be alone [Verse 3] Back and forth I've been grinding my teeth in my sleep They dig in deep, dreaming 'bout the day that the That the.... Reaper reaper takes me away I'm speaking up now I've got something to say Wanted to die but now I want to stay Reaper reaper takes me away [Refrain] I need help I can't do this on my own I need help I don't want to be alone Saying it makes it real I'm ready to tell you how I feel I need help [Bridge] For years I've let it take me away Been lost floating in the endless gray For years I've let it take me away Been lost floating in the endless... GRAY fu*k! [Verse 4] It started out small I really thought it was nothing at all I never asked for help I never had a clue how It grew bigger when my back was turned I guess I never really knew how badly my world had burned