Burden Of Grief - Immense Infinity lyrics

The life is inscrutable No one knows the sense of this existence I, I hate my own life Of much obscurity and immense infinity I search for sense in my life But the search will never end Beautiful d**h takes my life Come to me and set me free Life what is life, time what is time d**h what is d**h, to live is to die For a part of the human race Is d**h the only chance To reach deliverance What does it really mean? Paradise of what men tell Or is it really hell Time after time I think about What is life and what is d**h