Burden Of Grief - The Silent k**ing lyrics

Sitting in my room at night Gazing at the sky outside Just another just goes by Madness roams my mind Thinking, searching, looking out Asking what my life's about Restless running of my thoughts Question but no answers There's a k**er and a victim deep inside of me Confusion about what is meant to be Maybe I go down the drain Maybe I can't stop the pain Waiting for another time Hoping something clears my mind Decay and renewal inside of my head Merciless time is running on Tired of this endless running Tired of this endless waiting Repressing all those ugly thoughts Nothing gets me out