Built On Secrets - Thunderstorms lyrics

I've lost again, I know that it's true You left me chasing shadows And the thoughts of you and I As I watched our worlds collide So now I watch, as the colours fade Into a different shade of grey Another moment lost on me The moment I can never see So what is the past? Just the thought's I've let last My heart beats in my chest like a thunderstorm At the thought of you wanting so much more Than what I can never be, I never wanted to believe You told me how, you could be somebody else Without me, because I was in to deep Even in the shallowest of seas I let my guard down, you brushed me without a sound And the light that used to shine for us Is now darker than the days, that I'm sleeping away So what is the past? Just the thought's I've let last My heart beats in my chest like a thunderstorm At the thought of you wanting so much more Than what I can never be, I never wanted to believe Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting How can I blame you when you left me for stability? And all these memories and the souls were lost on me I'm wishing I can dream it all away So what is the past? Just the thought's I've let last My heart beats in my chest like a thunderstorm At the thought of you wanting so much more Than what I can never be, I never wanted to believe Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting Now I'm drifting away, I'm drifting How can I blame you when you left me for stability? And all these memories and the souls were lost on me I'm wishing I can dream it all away