Bugzy Malone - San Andreas Mentality lyrics

Bugzy Malone You know Let me take them back Watch this And when I look back sh**'s changed I remember sitting playing my computer games San Andreas had me feeling I could rob a bank And drag a man out of his car with my bare hands Marijuana had me sitting on the clouds So my perception was foggy I'm not saying I was proud To have a name in the bits Before I ever spat a bar I made the Ninja go sick, before I ever drove a car Year nine, we had a nine It wasn't mine Fidz held up a shizzer and got time A year down the line I'm in a good position The hood knows I'm a banger so I started getting high And Fidz got out of jail I looked him in his eye And I could tell that wasn't my n***a, it made me wanna cry He made me feel little For him I woulda died But from the day he dissed me I just wasn't on his side So I tried to stop blazing and strengthen my mind I just wished that Darkee woulda stayed on my side Then come a stroke of luck I'm sitting in the dock My San Andreas mentality had f**ed me up And now they're tryna lock me up My mummy left the courtroom crying so I'm looking at the man that brought me up No we're not the same colour I love him like a dad And even though I diss him he's the only thing I had So I just hope that he forgives me for the violence I was in a bad place Seen the devil a couple times Stared d**h in the face I remember sitting in that sweatbox, feeling out of place While everybody's shouting, I was picturing my mum's face Then we arrived at that jail The atmosphere was different Yeah I'd seen a police cell, but I'd never seen a prison I was only 16, in a terrible position And you wonder why, I've got a defensive mechanism Listen, I don't condone any of my past All I know is I was young and living fast Four months down the line, I had the wing on smash Cus' I put on a size, no sign of a moustache And then they let me out What a beautiful day Cuh my future looked bright but the sky was grey Hah, trust my mummy to be 20 minutes late I've just been released, left hanging at the prison gates And then they pulled up My little sister jumped out Mummy got emotional We hugged for like five whole minutes On the road home, I was feeling stone cold Cus' I had a vendetta I'm talking an unfinished business I'm a road guy now Hah, I'm certified Done jail, represented, held down the bits I never sold mine out But I'm about to set the pace And you could see it in my face I was a lone guy now Look, I hit the road 17 with a vision Even though I'm still a teen I'm like a man upon a mission Told my marjay I'm about to use my intuition I told Darkee I'm about to try and make a million It's a new day, and jail's just a thing of the past Fidz was chilling with Darkee they was moving kinda fast Darkee had the gold chopper, Fidz had the same design And I was sitting in that bedroom thinking when am I getting mine Then me and Fidz had an altercation and I swear he could see it in my face I watched him run a mile, no one's taking my place That's a vendetta settled now I'm in a better place So I started hitting gym, and I was hitting those bags Plus I'm moving like Tyson cus' I wanted to be him I was bobbin' and weavin', left couple man bleeding But I lost determination when my coach ended up leaving So I'm back on the streets 18 with ten grand cash, four grafters And these times I had a moustache And I'm big now, and in my mind I'd completed the game I had the car, the superbike, the bracelet and the chain But then I slowed down, how much money roll out Couple n***a's sold out, I was moving slow now I'm sitting in my bedroom with the curtains closed just feeling depressed I'd written Hip Hop Heavy Metal just to get sh** off my chest And when I look back sh**'s changed I remember sitting playing my computer games San Andreas had me feeling I could rob a bank And drag a man out of his car with my bare hands Marijuana had me sitting on the clouds So my perception was foggy I'm not saying I was proud To have a name in the bits Before I ever spat a bar I made the Ninja go sick before I ever drove a car