Buddy Jewell - This Time lyrics

She told me goodbye At least a dozen times And each time, I'd say "No Please Don't Leave" Though I was sure She was out the door She said "What would be different, This Time?" Do you remember when I went on a binge Rolled my truck Into that ditch You thought I was dead And I said I would get some help that time But That time was all for show I didn't really want to go I wouldn't admit I couldn't quit Without some help that time Then last year We go into a fight I didn't really mean To hurt you that night They took me away Locked me up for a day And sent me for help that time But that time was all for show I didn't really want to go I wouldn't admit I couldn't quit Without some help that time I'm down on my knees No please don't leave She opened a book I took a look Said for three days I'd been dry They all cheered I begin to cry Everyone that knew Including you I would really try this time This time it's not for show This time I want to go This time it's real I'm gonna heal With god's help This time This time it's real I'm gonna heal With god's help This Time