Buddahead - Turn Away lyrics

If I was older, I wouldn't stand there And let you waste it Now that it's over I should've tried harder But couldn't face it I've let go of bygones But still you throw them all back in my face I need some time to turn away I don't mean to hurt you But I need some time to turn away Until I rise above you, someday You stand by me though life is empty And so much has faded We keep on dying but still you tell me We're gonna make it I've let go of bygones But still you throw them all back in my face I need some time to turn away I don't mean to hurt you But I need some time to turn away Until I rise above you, someday Wish I could turn this feeling It's something, I can't do If I could leave maybe I'd sleep again