Budd Dwyer - k** Yourself (Part III) lyrics

[Sample: bu*terfly Boucher] It's not fair, I found love It made me say that Get back you'll never see daylight, If I'm not strong, it just might [Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry] They figure me a dead motherf**er, but I'm just a motherf**er that want to be dead $now Leopard with the lead in his head Turning me into a sweater b**hes use me as their f**ing bedspread I be the silouhette of a sunset Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression Stare into the violet fluorescent lights makes me violent I'm trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die My ribs are nothing but an empty cage Black hole in my chest Big bang Yung Plague on the tip of a wave In my head it feels like I'm a guest so I will throw it all away because when I am dead I will be nothing decomposing in a grave I'm matter but I don't matter I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter Brain spattered on the wall Grey stains won't dissolve Going to have to paint it all [Verse 1: $lick $loth] Always boasting my emotions On how I'm so f**ing broken Think I'm joking When I'm talking About blowing my head open Till the moment you walk in And find my body motionless Wrists slit Thoughts of $lick keep falling in an open pit sh** Always burn my bridges Cause I'd rather fall in ditches If life's a game of inches Then my dick has been the biggest And my goal's to f** the world Until that motherf**er's twitching Lane switchin' Same mission To die and blame my addiction b**h