Buck 65 - Tired Out lyrics

[Verse 1] When I cheated on Sarah I couldn't bring my self to speak I couldn't sleep I couldn't concentrate I was weak I was strangled by guilt My heart with gla** balls stone in my throat I acted like an a**hole Sick to my stomach knowing I should burn in bed mad at myself I took it out on her instead Pushing it down being nice just felt phony afraid of the phone ringing Not alone but feeling lonely Digging a hole Now that I got a taste I couldn't get rid of it what an idiot what a waste Paranoid and disappointed Living a nightmare my every opportunity to wash my hands was right there When I cheated on Sarah there wasn't a star in the sky It was covered in clouds and I started to cry I was cold and I deserved to be hardened and worthless Windows painted shut rebel without a purpose Clowns smoking cigarettes I think I thought I heard her name k**ing time with my hands waiting for the hurricane [Chorus] I'm tired out, pave the way, to low on gas to save the day Slaves and outlaws king and pharaohs, no tomorrow slings and arrows I'm tired out I'm tired out, make the bed, scream loud enough to wake the dead Light a match, break the bread, all I can do is shake my head I'm tired out [Verse 2] When Sarah found out I cheated on her everything went to peaces hatches were dug up my desperate words were meant for Jesus I wanted to die the future wasn't awfully stable photographs burned while I stared at the coffee table The little dog laughed shaded the ceiling fan words like broken gla** this is what I really am Eye of the storm we pa**ed damage back and forth cool of her to be so kind she said I made a fool of her I ruled the sand castle skeleton feeling mourn people were dying out and babies were being born caught in the headlights the rest of the day coming I pulled in my sleeve while she begged me to say something [Chorus] I'm tired out, pave the way, to low on gas to save the day Slaves and outlaws king and pharaohs, no tomorrow slings and arrows I'm tired out I'm tired out, make the bed, scream loud enough to wake the dead Light a match, break the bread, all I can do is shake my head I'm tired out