Buck 65 - The Outskirts lyrics

Young and attractive Quote unquote old soul Down in a cold hole Playing my controlled roll The world is mine good and bad I never sleep, Odd charms Firetrucks and squad cars, struggling in God's arms Tempted and restless, blood in my arteries Floods in the armouries Drugs are a part of me Circus in fun time, surface in sunshine Brush your teeth, don't believe So much darkness underneath Parties and funerals, nurseries and graveyards Lotteries, robberies an old couple plays cards Company, visitors, frequency, rise on, Weekends, a sequence of secrets and lies Oddities, prodigies, fireworks, parades for me Same story, all my decisions are made for me Reading from loose leaf, mislead and seduce me I'm so full of love and bleeding profusely (refrain) Concrete and steel I remember these drums A chill in the air, in september she comes Pretty and sad, trying not to cry, trying not to cry so, pretty and so sad X2 These are my telephone poles, my dark trenches, my broken windows, my park benches Raccoons and back rooms, giants and small children's, glitter in traffic The outlines of tall building still in self defence I k**. Yes I will, If they make me do things against my will Some make fun of what I wear, and cut my hair Goblins and problems I've got my share I b**h and complain, and I admit that it's strange Parts of my self that I wish I could change Insecurities, complexes, x's and marking spots Complicated beauty of abandoned buildings and parking lots Market thoughts and impulses, rebellion and upheaval Tribal indescribable pleasure in such evil Review the proof, crime is going through the roof, Accuse the youth. You'd puke if you knew the truth Refrain x2 (voice) Love me once again (voice) indistinguishable