Within a second The Boy had to go from fantasizing d**h to a conscious, decision making state Dude 2 goes to investigate, leaving the boy alone in the living room With nobody between himself and the pool, The Boy goes outside As he approaches his place of d**h, The Boy seems excited. The chronic feeling of loneliness disappears more with each step Towards the pool caked with leaves The bliss disappears as his life flashes before his eyes. He thinks back to the bus. He thinks back to his house parties His brain frantically searches for good memories Unable to think of one, the boy, now neck deep in water, focuses on the matter at hand As he reaches the depth where he is no longer able to breath while standing, he takes a deep breath, and relaxes his body