Brunt Of It - Apology lyrics

Can't go back What can I do I can see how everything is weighing on you Every mans dream Moment of lust A broken bond with someone trust--ed Edge of insanity-barely remember Like a pitbull being dragged to a dog fight Half wanting to -the other trembling Impending doom in the wake of that night Knew it wasn't right Wish I never got the invite Should have put on the stop light Have perfect 20/20 hindsight Morning comes Eyes open slowly Reality hits me like a tsunami No eyes focused Regrets abounding All the sudden things were feeling crowd-ed B line for the door-head bowed in shame Feelings of regrets begin to accelerate Live a life good-one night of evil My hearts not strong enough to bear this weight Wanna set things straight Sleep in the bed that we cr--eate I turned into the person I hate My remorse I can't downstate All I can do is tell you in this song Bout the night that everything went wrong Face to face not an option for me To my friend--this is my apology