As older as I get There's less & less regret As nasty as it gets My life is Reproving me Failing me Remembering me Of all I was That I no longer am That I no longer have Welcoming THE NEW ME As painful as it gets As weaker as it gets As numb as it gets I feel like resetting it all Ending it all Forgetting it all Yet keeping it all The two sided-me Meets the unforeseen part of myself Along with all I was That I no longer am That I no longer have