Brock Zeman - Until It Bleeds lyrics

This house got so big on the day that you left And even bigger when I knew that you weren't coming back Sometimes I feel like I'm barely alive My eyes wake at noon and my head wakes at five I've been sleeping in my clothes ever since you've been gone With the phone on my chest and I'm sorry on my tongue I don't turn on the lights, I don't watch T.V Just lay there staring at the ceiling, waiting on sleep You told me not to call Anymore on the telephone But you know how well enough Hates being left alone Not much to do on nights like these Except pick at the past Until it bleeds I put a hole in my wall on the day that you left Just stood there watching blood falling from my fingertips I still don't know what I thought it might do A hole in the wall don't do nothing but stare back at a fool I dialed your number and I let it ring Could hear you rolling your eyes when you realized it was me I told you that I love you and that I would always I would've asked if you loved me too but I was scared of what you'd say