Brock Conry - Leak lyrics

I always thought I was strong enough on my own Rely on no one but myself I know I seem okay But it's all an act You'll never ask, I'll never tell It was my secret This isn't easy for me to say I've never been one to talk I keep it hidden away Until it leaks from my eyes When I'm all alone I was so alone It would get worse each and every day I couldn't move I couldn't eat I was withering away I didn't tell anyone I felt so alone I was so alone It was never my intention To push you all away I thought I needed space I just needed help But I was too afraid to ask Too afraid to let you in I broke down I was weak I never felt like I was good enough For people to care For anyone to help me I was so scared You'd all think less of me This isn't easy for me to say I've never been one to talk I keep it hidden away Until it leaks from my eyes When I'm all alone I was so alone It got worse each and every day I couldn't move I couldn't eat I was withering away I didn't tell anyone I felt so alone I was so alone I was trying to blame anyone but myself But the fault lies with me It was me It was always me Why do I hate myself?