Been so long since I felt alive. How can I believe in this tired body of mine? Chasing myself, into the night, will it all matter when I close my eyes? Have I won the race? Embraced all my pain, told my family enough, that I value our name. And if the weight of the world pulls me from my feet, drags me to the ground, my chest trying to breathe, I just wanna be known as the man who didn’t sink, as the man who didn’t sink.