I’ve got bad jokes just to pa** the time In social settings but I’m dead inside I’m not sure what you want from me at all Who cares who cares I blame dad for everything Or lack thereof and honestly I’ve never learned to love myself at all Who cares who cares This is misery or somewhere in between Drowning sinking now Head beneath the water can you pull me out Or just leave me I’m sure I’ll learn to swim Who cares I can fight against the current Show the world who I am On second thought I’d rather drown instead I’d rather drown instead I hear a laugh and I think the worst My face is painted but my mind is cursed Pick me apart and let me rot alone Who cares who cares I can fake a smile try to make you laugh Distract you from my own train crash Or maybe you could enjoy the show Who cares who cares This is misery or somewhere in between Drowning sinking now Head beneath the water can you pull me out Or just leave me I’m sure I’ll learn to swim Who cares I can fight against the current Show the world who I am On second thought I’d rather drown instead I’d rather drown instead Who cares who cares who cares I’m drowning in misery Sink or swim or somewhere in between I’m drowning in misery Sink or swim or somewhere in between Drowning sinking now Head beneath the water can you pull me out Or just leave me I’m sure I’ll learn to swim Who cares I can fight against the current Show the world who I am On second thought I’d rather drown instead I’d rather drown I’d rather drown I’d rather drown instead