Bright Eyes - Another Travelin' Song lyrics

Well I'm changing all my strings, I'm gonna write another travellin' song About all the billion highways and the cities at the break of dawn Well I guess the best that I can do now is pretend that I've done nothing wrong And dream about a train that's gonna take me back where I belong Well now the ocean speaks and spits and I can hear it from the interstate And I'm screaming at my brother on a cell phone and he's far away And I'm saying nothing in the past or future ever will feel like today Until I park it in an alley, just hoping that our sh** is safe So I go back and forth forever All my thoughts they come in pairs Well I will, I won't, I doubt them I'm not surprised, but I never feel quite prepared Now I'm hunched over a type writer, I guess you call that painting in a cave And there's a word I can't remember, and a feeling I cannot escape And now my ashtray's overflowing, I'm still staring at a clean white page Oh and morning's at my window, and she is sending me to bed again Well I dream the dark on the horizon, I dream the desert where the dead lay down I dream the prostituted child touching an old man in a fast food crowd Oh yeah, I dreamt a ship was sinking, there was people screaming all around And I woke to my alarm clock, it was a pop song and it was playing loud So I will find my fears and face them Or I will cower like a dog I will kick and scream or kneel and bleed I'll fight like hell to hide that I've given up