Brigades - Not Until I've Flatlined lyrics

Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried. Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes. I wanna be everything that you need right now. If you forgive and forget. We won't relive, won't regret a thing. I'm crushed to say, I'll admit. I'm a wreck. I'm a nervous fool. Oh, I'm cleaning up for you. You're the last thing that I wanna lose. Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried. Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes. I wanna be everything that you need right now. Here in this hospital bed, It's a lonely sentiment. And all the time that we've spent, replay it over again. (Don't cast me aside, until I have tried.) Oh, I'm cleaning up for you. You're the last thing that I wanna lose. Oh, you've helped me through and through. When the push comes to shove, I'll confess that it's where I belong. Take this shell that you free me of, there's no need to prolong. Oh, I'm cleaning up for you. You're the last thing that I wanna lose. Oh, you've helped me through and through. Hold me close, I'm too strung out on you. Not until I've flatlined, not until I've tried. Illuminate these demons, take the fury that's inside of my eyes. I wanna be everything that you need right now