Brainstorm - Even Higher lyrics

I can't believe... For a moment in time I got rid of myself and acted like a clown For what crumbles and burns but still I'm around Now I'm losing my faith... I'm ready to speak while all the lying is making me weak As this is not what I seek But do I deserve to walk away I've tried to make it through Seems there's no place to stay As long as I don't know what went on with you I should have known, right from the start And turn my back away from the dark Now I'm on my knees or walk the wire Don't hang me high, even higher Oh, I'm not like you at all... But your words will keep me awake at night Still in my ears and all in the mind so I turned on the light But now I'm on my way... There are things in life I cannot choose I was trying to trace your path but there's nothing to lose Remember these words I've never said Why I would never let it go But I didn't really feel the cold at all As long as there's no one to hold I should have known, right from the start And turn my back away from the dark Now I'm on my knees or walk the wire Don't hang me high, even higher