Brainstorm - Despair To Drown lyrics

I'm trying to forgive you I'm trying to forget you I'm trying to believe the words you said I'm trying to regret it's in your head but now... I hate the way you talk to me I hate the things you'd like to see I hate the words that come out of you It's more the fear to love to hate you Despair to drown Every moment that goes by the future disappears Despair to drown As I'm running out of time my world dissolves in tears I can't believe what I've seen I can't believe it's not a dream I can't believe it anymore That my belief is like a who*e They pull the strings and lift you up To end your life or interrupt They pull the trigger in the name of god They pull the plug... so thanks a lot Despair to drown Every moment that goes by the future disappears Despair to drown As I'm running out of time my world dissolves in tears