Boy Legs - Nicaragua lyrics

It's your sh**ty party why you always crying, why you push me in the bathroom and kiss me then leave me for that a**hole, how time pa** so slow, been 5 weeks since my a** changed clothes & I might be highly meek but if our eyes meet n you look at me funny you could defly fight me Try to handle things delicately, pretend to be humble but really am hella conceited, been repeatedly and elegantly defeated, who else could make a duplex a palace like we did? The blinds are open the blinds are open, the kind of sunlight gardens need to grow falls on me kneeling at the altar of you I THOUGHT THIS WAS BLOOD LOVE That's coming from the mudblood malfoy was afraid of, you slept in the smallness of your wants but I stayed up Learned to use the past tense put you in the past hence this distance, dissonance, discord, heart strings played like an ugly fckin harpsichord & I promise I'm not bitter & I promise if I knew what one thing it took to make you love me back I still wouldn't do it I just wanna watch the way way back and feel better, I remember way way back I never sent sealed letters & I'm not sure I still feel guilty & I'm not sure if I've loved one girl that didn't dress up as Mia Wallace & I've honestly always lowkey repulsed by her as a character, and maybe that's profound but probly it's a sidenote, in the pinball museum and I'm scared I'm a psycho, how is this the tree from the seed I sowed, in the pinball museum and I swear I'm a psycho I pretended I was shikamaru when I played basketball & but Im the one fighting shadow strangles after all, so I'm gohan and gon sans hand gun, not playin with the xan ya mans on it damn wrong too man damn bombs like bam bom boom bow like when soulja beat supa hot, lately- I been sad a supa lot, lately- I been sad a supa lot CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IF MY EYES ARE DEAD TOO?