Looking back to find it, what was lost, faded grey Thinking how the failed ways of my life haunt me today Wasted years so empty, wasted years to mourn Taking life the harder way, too much that's dead and gone Forgive me I tried, forgive me I failed But nothing could keep me here In a place to close to home I failed everyone that seemed to care Forgive me I tried, forgive me I failed The bridges I've walked have burned Didn't even know myself back then Forgive me... (I wasn't strong!!!) k** it tonight Ghost of the past k** it tonight k** it tonight Take it away k** it tonight...