Boondox - Rolling lyrics

[Verse 1:] In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder I should be where i want to be in a half an hour My mind trips i loose grip and sinkin' in My eyes roll and takes control and it begins Look in the mirror my relection slowing fades away A monster staring back hard black and his soul decays Theres nothing left but a shell and an urge to k** No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills A contact a metal mixed with XTC A knife in my hand and I know what i expect of me The bloodlust in the fear is what im lookin for Rush in my veins as i rush and slowly bleed this who*e Its pure desire and it burns at me like fire Mercades and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher [Chorus 4x] Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop) When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop [Verse 2:] Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races Look atround the room and all i see is un-familiar faces Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame I pa**ed her with pink hair and ponytails Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell Our eyes met just like she saw right through me Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine She came up turned around so i crept up from behind Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck And right in the begin she knew what was next She was a pro and it made me want her even more Took me in the room and closed the f**in' door [Chorus 4x] [Verse 3:] Slammed her against the wall I f**ed this b**h in a rage And with dialated pupils in my mind in a haze I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear But saw the scars on her wrist and i knew why she was here So i threw her on the bed and i ripped off her shirt And the blood stain sheets from up under her skirt I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin Thats when i started to see the room started to spin And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat And she didn even blink when she started to choke She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead With a single breath right when i let her go Her eyes fell open when her body turned cold She got what she needed and i got what i came for So i left her on her back like a f**in' filthy who*e [Chorus till end]